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Out of the Nursery
Good morning church family,
Human beings are born with great capacity but little proficiency. Any toddler, for instance, is up and dancing the minute the DJ spins a tune. But that doesn’t mean you’d want to have that little kid take the lead. From the first second their born, babies are engaging their vocal cords and communicating; but they’ll make their parents wait for years before they hear a single, grammatically-correct sentence come out of any of their little mouths. As soon as an infant has enough core strength to roll over onto his stomach, he’s instantly on the move; but it will be many moons before all the baby gates in the house can come down. And if I observed anything during my time as a parent of newborns, it was that babies are extremely gifted at going to the bathroom; but it took the better part of forever for them to be able to relieve themselves at the proper time, in the proper place, and in the proper manner. Yes; humans are born with lots of ability but precious little competency.
While parents are quick to correct their children’s grammar, get them potty trained, and help them to their feet; I see little of the same urgency on the part of the Evangelical Church to encourage similar growth in the spiritual newborns living under its roof.
Any convert to Christianity, for instance, is instantly able to pray. In fact, prayer was probably something he was doing long before he even came to Christ. But simply being able to pray cannot be the goal. Instead, Jesus would see His followers be able to pray both powerfully and effectively.
Every new believer with an elementary school education should be able to read his Bible. But there’s an ocean of difference between someone who can successfully read a chapter a day in the Bible and someone who can read that chapter for comprehension; understanding and applying the insights to his life and situation.
Any Christian who makes it to church on time is able to participate in worship; standing, singing, and lifting holy hands. But there’s so much more to worship than learning melodies and following stage directions.
And, from the first moment they come into the fold, every Christian has a testimony. Everybody can say something about his faith. But the believer’s defense of his faith and the articulation of the hope he has in his heart is something that should get more and more compelling, convincing, and quickening as the years go by.
But isn’t it a shame that so many Christians are living off the same level of spiritual proficiency they had when they first accepted Christ decades before. Indeed, the Evangelical church in the West is the most babied bunch of Christians the Faith has ever seen. The modern American church is filled with many converts but precious few disciples.
When I was pastoring in Augusta, Georgia, there was a man in the church there named David. He was a quiet, soft-spoken, and hardworking man who loved his little church; never missing a Sunday. His wife had died not long before I started pastoring there and he was doing his best then to raise their kids without her. David painted houses for a living and the sunbaked hand that I shook every Sunday always had splatters of paint on it. David sat in the second row with his family and always listened intently to everything that was said and sung. He loved dirt track racing and was successful one Saturday night in getting me out to one of the local tracks. I remember sitting there drinking Mountain Dew, eating boiled peanuts, and grinning through the cloud of dust. But the most time I spent with David was at my house. David’s youngest son, Cody, was in the youth group that I led at the parsonage on Sunday nights and David started hanging out and helping me in whatever way he could during the meetings. I was glad to have him there and he was a kind and loving toward the other kids.
It was during these youth group meetings at my house that I started to pick up on something about David that saddened and surprised me. I began taking note of the fact that David never offered to read the Scripture we were studying and always shyly declined if asked to. We sang songs out of the hymnal during our meetings (very unorthodox for a youth group but the kids loved it) and I observed that David never looked at the words even though the selection wasn’t well-known and the book was open on his lap. Reflecting further, I realized that David didn’t text message or email, didn’t fill out any of the forms for ski trips or camps, and never took a bulletin on Sunday. It wasn’t that David didn’t read – I came to understand that David couldn’t read.
One night I ended up driving Cody home from some youth event we’d had and David happened to be sitting out on his front deck when I pulled into the yard. David and his family lived in a humble backwoods home that was situated quite a ways down a lonesome dirt road. David was enjoying a cold drink at the end of his day and his enthusiastic wave encouraged me to park the car for a minute and chat a while. I sat down on one of the plastic patio chairs on the deck and declined the offer of an in-kind cold drink. I don’t remember now how the conversation turned personal but I do remember seeing an opening for broaching the question of whether or not he could read.
“Say, David,” I said; speaking casually and wishing I had one of those cold drinks to sit back and sip on, “you don’t read very well, huh?”
“No, sir,” David said without hesitation while staring into his lap. Then looking up at me briefly, he continued, “I don’t suppose I rightly read at all. Never have.”
Even though I had suspected it, I was still surprised to hear it. But I tried not to betray my wonder at the confession. I was amazed that this man who owned a home, had a business, was raising a family, and serving in the church; wasn’t able to read a lick. I was instantly both humbled by David’s pluck and determination in life and burdened to help him finally learn. I asked him that night if he’d like some help in trying to read and he said that he would. We arranged to meet one evening a week at the church and I’d try and teach him his ABC’s.
Those first few meetings were pretty comical. I learned pretty quickly that teaching someone how to read is no easy task. I, of course, took being able to read for granted and believed anybody could just “pick it up”. Well, I was wrong about that. So, as David was learning how to read, I was learning how to teach reading. Like I said, it was pretty comical. But in fits and starts, we started making a little progress. David humbled himself and I, with homemade flashcards in hand, stopped trying to get this grown man to be able to read in a single day and began patiently working with him.
As David got better at being able to sound out words and fitting them into the orders of the sentences he was given, he suddenly seemed more comfortable in sharing about his efforts with others in the church. And as the open secret of David’s illiteracy became a rooting interest of everyone in the church – a better and more able teacher was found for David and I was relieved of my duties. As time went by, I was glad to see David begin picking his way through passages on Sunday morning and seeing his eyes crossing the page of the hymnal as he sang out the lyric. He never said much about it but I knew he was grateful for that front porch conversation we’d had years before.
I think about that episode often when I reflect on the lack of spiritual proficiency I see among the faithful folks I’m walking with. There are so many of us that ought to humble ourselves as David did and confess some of our incompetencies in the realm of Christian disciplines – myself included.
So, let this email be an invitation to a front porch – yours or mine – and a confession that I’d like to try and do a little more teaching if you’re up for trying to do a little more learning. Then maybe, just maybe, the Lord might let the American church out of the nursery!
We’re looking forward to gathering together in the morning to spend some blessed time in the Lord’s house with God and His people. Praise the Lord for His Kingdom! These times together are so good for the soul. May the Lord, mighty God, bless and continue to keep us!
Keeping the Third Commandment
Good morning church family,
All during our growing up years, my father was very patient with us kids. Should we happen to break a window while playing baseball in the backyard, he’d just say, “Wow. A second-story one, huh? Nice hit.” If he caught us blowing all our money on penny candy from the dry cleaners, he’d smile and say, “I bet not ten seconds after you finished that Tootsie Roll, the taste was out of your mouth. Wouldn’t it be nice to use your money on something that lasts a little longer?” Or when our report cards sported a crescent moon or two, he’d slowly remove his glasses, lay the sad report down on the dining room table, and wrinkle up his mouth. “Well,” he’d say; solemn encouragement visible in the corners of his eyes, “I’m sure those marks can be improved upon. Can’t they, son?”
Yes, my dad was undyingly patient. Whether it was us kids bending mower blades on the roots of the backyard maple, dimpling the rear quarter panel of the family station wagon with errant Frisbie tosses, or bloodying his nose with a barrage of frozen snowballs as he trudged defenseless up the walk at the end of a long day; bags of groceries under each arm – my dad bore it all with grace. But there was one thing that would instantly exhaust our father’s vast reserve of patience. There was one bit of sloppy carelessness that he could never brook. There was one sin he simply wouldn’t suffer. Yes, my dad was a different man when any of us took the Lord’s name in vain. Should the irreverent utterance slip any of our lips, the fork and knife would instantly be laid down on the plate, the car pulled over, the TV turned off, the needle taken off the groove, or the board game put on pause. And this wasn’t just for the most egregious of offenses, such as uttering, “Good God!”, or “Oh my God,” or “Jesus Christ!”. No, this was also for any various and sundry offenses which my father called “minced oaths”. A minced oath might be anything from a “gosh” or a “golly” to a “gee-whiz”, “jeez”, or “jeezum crow”. Exclamations like these, which lived in phonetic proximity to the forbidden terms, had only been invented to skirt the prohibition and keep the commandment on a technicality. (My father had a similar dislike for words like “darn”, “heck”, and “shoot”) And my father was having none of it.
I remember feeling pretty small whenever my dad would confront me with violating the third commandment. He always made it so personal. “I’m disappointed in you, son,” he’d say; speaking with a graveness I was unaccustomed to hearing from him.
“I’m sorry,” I’d say; with my chin on my chest.
“Don’t apologize to me,” he’d quickly reply. “It’s God you’ve offended and from Him you’ll need to find forgiveness.”
Dad always made it so personal, you see. And today I’m awfully glad for that. I remember, long ago, escaping to the backyard after one such very public and embarrassing confrontation. I retreated back there to be alone and to lick my wounds. I remember picking up a tennis ball and playing catch with the brick wall at the rear of our house. As I stood there kicking the dirt and bouncing the ball against the house, my dad’s admonition to make an apology to God kept playing over and over again in my mind. Throw, bounce, bounce; catch. “I broke one of the ten commandments.” Throw, bounce, bounce; catch. “I’ve sinned against God.” Throw, bounce, bounce; catch. “My dad practically yelled at me; and in front of everybody.” Throw, bounce, bounce; catch. “I’m a terrible Christian.”
At that, I caught the ball but didn’t throw it back. Instead, I paused for a moment and exhaled a sigh of surrender. “I’m sorry, God,” I said in a whisper only Heaven could hear.
“I forgive you,” was the sum of the Lord’s blessed reply.
As my faith grew, so did the amount of time I spent praying. And the more I prayed, the more personal my faith became. And the more personal my walk with my Lord, vanities vanished off my lips.
So, if the third commandment is a problem for any of you today, take this Father’s Day to take up the practice of genuine prayer in your life. Start by placing a simple Father’s Day call to Heaven. “Good morning, God,” you might begin. “Happy Heavenly Father’s Day!”
It will be so good to gather together tomorrow for worship. With war in the Middle East once again organizing the ire and alliances of the entire world, what a profound blessing it will be to muster under the banner of Christ and His Kingdom. Maranatha! Let us pray for the peace of Jerusalem. May the Lord, mighty God, bless and continue to keep us.
A Word on Hand Dryers
Good morning church family,
I have no way of proving it, but I believe America is a much less sanitary place since the introduction of electric hand dryers into public restrooms. This conviction of mine isn’t based on my assessment of the effectiveness of hand dryers, mind you. I’m sure they work just as well if not better than paper towels. No, my argument is not that they don’t work but that no one uses them. And who can blame them? The cacophonous roar created by these “energy savers” is enough to make your ears bleed. I mean, with the amount of noise coming out of one those little wall-mounted boxes, you would think it was preparing for takeoff. When my girls were little, I can remember being in a rest stop bathroom with them when one of those dryers roared to life. Bryn and Ingrid’s fight-or-flight mechanism kicked in and all I saw was bobbing pony tails as they ran screaming from the bathroom.
In addition to the auditory assault, hand dryers also have a huge efficiency problem. On a couple of occasions when a trip to the bathroom was a furlough from some painful event I was attending and thus in no rush to leave the lavatory, I’ve conducted experiments to see how long it would take for a hand dryer to actually do what its name promises. What I found, in those instances, was that no matter the make or model of dryer, I ended up having to rub my hands through at least two whole cycles of turbine torture. Most people I’ve observed only put their hands under the dryer long enough to trip the sensor before immediately despairing of the process and beating a hasty retreat from the bathroom; shaking their hands spasmodically before finishing the job by wiping them on their shirt and pants. I find all this, of course, to be a sad and unnecessary display. Can’t those wonderful, tri-fold symbols of American ingenuity be stacked high once again in men’s and women’s rooms all across the fruited plain? Public restrooms are already unpleasant enough, without having to go both deaf and grey waiting for one’s hands to dry. And given the irksomeness of having to leave the bathroom with hands sopping wet, I do wonder how many people forego washing their hands altogether?
Now, perhaps you think I’m being too harsh by half in this ranting take-down of hand dryers. Maybe you’re wondering if I’m not just using this platform to vent and let off a little steam. And I’m sure some of you are thinking I should reserve this kind of passionate editorializing for something meaningful. And to all of this, I’d say – you’re absolutely right. But now that I’ve gotten it off my chest, I do see in it, a possible application to our Christian life.
If I were to identify a correlative to hand dryers in the Christian life, it just might be the daily devotional. There are a number of reasons why fewer and fewer Christians are reading the Bible for pleasure these days, but one of them is certainly the breathtaking proliferation of daily devotional books. These neat, tidy, and attractive little volumes usually offer a short and pithy encouragement for each day, based on a verse or fragment of Scripture. Because there’s often little depth to these offerings and because their message and content is often remarkably similar to all the other writings in the book, most folks give up on them within weeks or even days. We all have multiples of these devotionals sitting on the edges of our desks and end tables like so much parsley sitting on the edges of our plates. But worse than the quality of much of this devotional material is the subconscious effect the books have on many of us. For far too many, the lesson learned from the prominent place given to these little books is that the Bible is too difficult and cumbersome to read for pleasure and enrichment. “Instead of getting bogged down and frustrated in the hurly-burly backwaters of the Bible,” the thinking goes, “why not let an author provide a tasty little morsel harvested from his hard work and toil.”
I know that the publishers of these daily devotionals are largely driven by good and earnest motivations. And I know that the good intention of everyone involved in their production is for the Kingdom to be built up and encouraged and for more and more believers to engage with the Bible. But I’m afraid that the net result has been less and less Bible reading over the years and a frightful infantilization of the American Christian mind instead. If the only scriptural nourishment one receives is from the pages of daily devotionals – that will make for an emaciated soul, a weak heart, and an impotent mind. Daily devotional materials make a wonderful garnish but a woeful entrée. And yet, in most of what we’re reading for encouragement in our faith, it’s the biblical Word that sits as an olive on a toothpick at the top or bottom of the page or as a little mint sprig tucked parenthetically into the text.
Nothing beats just picking up the Word of God and enjoying an unhurried read through any of its pages and passages. For times of study and reflection such as these never return void but instead inspire, quicken, and enlighten our lives. It’s the only thing that consistently satisfies our soul’s appetite.
So, the next time you visit a public restroom and you leave with your hands wet and dripping; wishing you could have enjoyed using a paper towel instead, maybe you’ll remember this little word of mine. And that night or next morning, when you pause your day’s doings to consider your Creator; pick up the Bible first and leave that daily devotional for dessert.
We’re looking forward to coming into our Father’s house tomorrow – to study, sing, and celebrate the Kingdom both now and to come. We’ll find sanctuary in each other’s fellowship and in the presence of our Lord and Savior. Our souls will revel in the hope of righteousness. It will be a good day! May the Lord, mighty God, bless and continue to keep us!
Found My Friend
Good morning church family,
For the first few months after graduation, Cam went to church because he wanted to. Then he went for a while because he felt he had to. But now, for the last couple weeks, he’d only gone to worship because of the Find My Friends app on his phone.
Cam Jamison grew up in the suburbs of Portland, Oregon; the son of punk rock parents who gloried in Cam’s innocent adoption of anarchy. Featured prominently on their living room wall was a framed photo of a seven-year-old Cam wearing sunglasses and a Sex Pistols t-shirt, hands in goat horns thrust above his head, and mugging his best Johnny Rotten impersonation. Back then, he loved the laughter and applause his antics would receive. He especially adored the pride he’d see in his parents’ eyes. And so, his clothes were always kind of grungy, his speech salty, his growing up early, and his discipline paltry. By the time he finished high school and was preparing to head off to Arizona State University, Cam was no longer the cute little kid aping a rock god, but had become a man-child monster who partied beyond his means, bounced lustily from bed to bed, drugged and drank enough to begin attracting the attention of local law enforcement, and lived as though tomorrow’s only promise was the offer of another night to waste.
Cam’s first year-and-a-half at college were a disaster. His lack of self-discipline coupled with the consequence-free culture that existed all over the sprawling Sun Devil campus, created a force for the kind of riotous living that lands a person either in jail, the morgue, or on the cover of Rolling Stone magazine. So, over the Christmas break of his sophomore year, Cam’s folks attempted their first bit of parenting. Having received letters from the offices of both the Academic Dean and the Dean of Students, they had to warn Cam that as much as they loved him and wanted him to pursue his own path in life, they couldn’t afford to throw tens-of-thousands of dollars away each semester and the University couldn’t afford very much longer to let them, given Cam’s wild and reckless behavior. So, they encouraged Cam to either withdraw and move home or buckle down enough to keep it between the ditches back in Tempe.
Though he didn’t let on at all, Cam was glad for the check. Even though he’d never in his life partied more than he did at college; he’d never enjoyed it less. Feeling more and more unmoored from anything that could anchor his life and keep it from being dashed against the real world’s rocky shore, Cam had grown frightened and anxious. Having the opportunity to go back to school with the prospect of finding some meaning in an academic pursuit gave him just enough hope to make some necessary changes.
During his three wasted semesters, Cam had dug a pretty big hole for himself to climb out of. But he was committed to trying. For the first time in his life, he applied himself to something. And he liked it. Cam’s reforms won him a whole new set of friends. And his first attempts at reading and thinking won him a whole new set of perspectives. The more he studied, the more he wanted to know. His class schedule only boasted a number of Gen-Ed courses; Introduction to Psychology, World History, Physical Science, and the like; but each opened up for Cam a whole new world of interest and understanding. His studies also had him tramping through some of the more metaphysical fields of inquiry; gaining him entry into Heaven’s zip code for the very first time.
Cam first met Derek in his dorm’s laundry room. They were both sitting around waiting for their dryer loads to dry and scrolling on their phones, when Derek spied Cam’s box of dryer sheets and made a lighthearted dig.
“Really going for that spring-fresh scent, huh?” Derek said; barely looking up from his phone and nodding at the little box in Cam’s laundry basket.
“Shut up,” Cam wryly replied. “I stole them.”
From that moment on, the two were fast friends. Derek, who was from San Diego, had recently made a commitment to Christ after running with the devil for most of his life. He was brand new to his faith but everything was real enough to compel him to share what he had with others. It wasn’t long after Derek had given Cam a copy of C. S. Lewis’s Mere Christianity and invited him to his Bible study group on campus, that Cam became a fixture at all the meetings. It took a few semesters, but in the fall of his senior year, Cam also accepted Christ and was baptized by Derek in the school’s aquatic center with the rest of the Bible study group standing on the deck and clapping. It had been the very best day of Cam’s life.
Cam and Derek’s bond of friendship proved unusually strong. As they were pursuing the Lord and working out their salvation; the encouragement, support, and accountability they received from each other was a love unlike any either had known before. And they desperately needed it. Years of fleshly living had left lots of leverage points in Cam and Derek’s hearts and minds; leaving perfect places for the world to stick its crowbar of sin and selfishness and work to pry the young men away from God. But both of them recognized this and spent lots of time praying and reading the Bible together, going to different churches throughout the city, and even trying their hand at a little campus evangelism. That senior year was a wonderful time in each of their lives.
But graduation was coming. Derek was heading back to Southern California and Cam had already accepted a position back home in Oregon; working at the company his mom had been with for over twenty years. The bond that kept each other tightly tied to Christ was going to be significantly weakened.
“I’ve got an idea,” Derek said to Cam as they drove to church on their last Sunday in Tempe. “Let’s add each other on our phones and check up on each other once we’re back home?”
“What do you mean?” Cam casually replied. “You talking about like on ‘Find a Friends’ or whatever?”
“Yeah – that way we can watch each other on Sunday mornings and see that we’re getting out to worship. And maybe check in on Saturday nights as well,” Derek said while looking over at Cam and flashing a knowing smile.
“Yeah, okay,” Cam said, pulling his phone out of his pocket. “I know what you mean. I guess we can’t help drifting a little once we’re a thousand miles away from each other. Yeah, I’m down.”
Well, by the autumn of that year, Cam was regretting this arrangement. The wheels of his wagon had begun finding the old ruts again and, while he was much reformed from his high school days, he had also ceased bearing much resemblance to Jesus. His speech was more barbed than it had been, his entertainments more risky, and his thoughts far more base. He replaced reading with drinking, prayer with noise, and growth with escape. But he still went to church most every Sunday – mainly because of the app on his phone and the knowledge that Derek was watching.
Cam had several times thought about turning off the location device or of deleting the app altogether but he hadn’t yet been able to do it. So, despite being groggy and a little hungover on the last Sunday in October, Cam got dressed and dragged his bones to a little Bible church a couple blocks from his house. He’d never gone to this particular church before. It had always looked far too small and traditional for him. But on this particular Sunday, he didn’t think his head could take the loud music and big energy of the megachurch he normally attended.
The service had already started when Cam came in; but God met him at the door. About thirty souls were scattered across twice as many pews in a plain but well-maintained sanctuary. An usher had handed him a bulletin. Sitting down near the back and looking over the program, the title of the preacher’s sermon caught his attention: No App for That. Reflecting on the title, Cam felt his head clearing and could sense the coals in his ashen heart being stirred to life again.
There’s something in every sermon for everybody but some sermons seem positively personal. For years after that Sunday’s sermon and in countless tellings of his testimony, Cam would share how the preacher’s message on the believer’s need to have the Holy Spirit as friend and accountability partner, would light a fire of joy and faith that continued, years later, to burn just as brightly. “I went into that little church,” Cam would say, “with an app-based faith and my only lifeline living a thousand miles away. But, hallelujah! I left that blessed building with a Spirit-based faith and the Lord Himself living right there inside of me. I found my friend!”
We’re looking forward to gathering together in the morning to share in all the Lord is doing in His Kingdom during these profound days. I sincerely pray that as we come to both give and receive, that the Lord will open His mind and heart to us in wonderful ways. I also pray that, in that moment, our hearts and minds will align with His! May the Lord, mighty God, bless and continue to keep us!
Bradley Bear
Good morning church family,
Bradley was a good little bear. Well, come to think of it, he wasn’t all that good. And he was no longer very little. But he was a bear.
Bradley got his start in Vermont. A tall pine had fallen half-over; getting hung up on a craggy cliff. The tree’s broad root ball had lifted only a few feet off the mossy forest floor; creating a lovely, little earthen den beneath. Not long after Thanksgiving a year or so back, Bradley’s mommy, sleek from fall’s feasting and carrying little Bradley in her womb, was wandering around looking for a good spot to sleep the winter away when she crawled in under the tree and tucked herself in for the season.
Bradley was born in a February snowstorm. Some of his earliest memories were of snuggling with his snoring mama. As Bradley nursed, a dim light would filter into the den through the snow mounded up by the entrance. Suckling contentedly, he’d study the odd root formations overhead. Try as he might, he couldn’t make sense of any of it and his curiosity often kept him awake long after his mama had fallen back to sleep.
Bradley’s first spring and summer were filled with fun and adventure. The Green Mountains had never seen such frolic in one of its resident cubs. Bradley would leap off little bluffs to bearhug the tops of green saplings. The taut, little tree would bend low for a moment before springing and snapping back straight; throwing the little bear against the hillside. Smiling and shaking his head, Bradley would then tumble down the hill to the little pool in the brook. His eyes darting back and forth, he’d lock in on a trout. Tensing up like a spring-loaded cat, he’d dive headlong into the pool and thrash and splash about; pawing wildly at every watery shadow. Climbing back onto the shore empty-handed, he’d shimmy and shake himself dry only to spy a raspberry bush in the dappled light along the forest’s edge. Barreling out into the open meadow, he’d lie on his back and let the summer sun finish drying his shiny black coat. Sprawled out, Bradley would lazily pull a raspberry branch down to his snout and feast on the warm, plump, juicy berries. He never could have believed that life beyond the snowbound den could have been so wonderful.
There was an early snow that fall and Bradley delighted in the fluffy, slippery, white world it made for him. He dove into snowdrifts, tobogganed down hills on his belly, chewed on the icicles he collected from off of waterfalls in the brook, and, when the snowstorm was over, he’d hang from pine boughs and all his yo-yo-ing would make it snow some more. But Bradley’s mama wasn’t as fond of the falling snow. She started talking about finding some little hole to crawl into for the winter.
“Mama,” Bradley would say; hanging his head and whining, “we ain’t aiming to run and hide away for the winter, are we? There’s still so much to see and do.”
“Honey,” the mama bear replied with a firm voice but an adoring smile, “the good Lord didn’t make us for roaming about during the frozen months. Now’s the time to search out a warm dry den and for eating all we can until then. Don’t worry, little bear, the fields and forest will all be here when we wake back up.”
There were several conversations like this one over the next few weeks. Bradley didn’t like it, but he eventually gave in and followed his mama into a dry and dusty cavity under a large, overhanging rock. As an icy sleet beat against the carpet of dried oak leaves outside, his mama held him tight. Before long, the rhythm of her contented heartbeat lulled him into a deep and abiding slumber. Bradley woke up a number of times that winter and he’d sometimes roll over to the entrance of the cave. He had half a mind to venture out into the snow but, feeling sluggish and drugged, he’d roll back over to his mama’s side and drift back off to sleep.
That next spring and summer proved even more fun for Bradley than his first. He ventured up higher mountains, down into deeper valleys, and across wider plains; all the time exploring and playing. And all the time he was growing bigger and more rebellious too. As much as she tried, Bradley’s mama couldn’t seem to help her son’s wheels find the ruts of the road God had laid out for him. While other bears his age were learning how to hunt and fish, Bradley was taking singing lessons from a jay. While other young bears were busy tussling, sparring, and fighting, Bradley was studying the clouds from the tops of pine trees. While other bears were being bears, Bradley was busy being Bradley.
Later that fall, when the air turned crisp and the sky began spitting snow, Bradley had drifted away from his mama’s side. The separation wasn’t intentional; it had just sorta happened. The last time Bradley would see his mama that year was on an unusually warm day in early November. Bradley’s mama had come upon him as he was lazing under a crabapple tree; feasting heartily on all the drops scattered about him.
“Hey, Mama,” he’d said, raising his head but still lounging on his back. “A little mushy and kinda wormy in parts; but plenty yummy.”
“You ought to eat the ones still on the tree, little bear,” she said with a smile that was still loving but now less adoring. “Say, little bear, have you found a spot to spend the winter in?”
“I’m not a little bear,” Bradley said, sitting up. “And no, I haven’t. I’m not intending on dozing the winter away. I believe I’m going to stay out and enjoy the season.”
“Grrr,” his mama growled. “You oughta find one all the same – in case you end up changing your mind.”
“Okay, Mama – I’ll be sure to stake out a proper den; just in case.”
Well, Indian summers don’t last very long and Bradley’s best intentions were even shorter-lived. November turned to December and the snow soon fell in earnest; piling up on Bradley’s woods in a way he hadn’t experienced before. The sun would come out but it didn’t melt much of the snow. The blowing wind now seemed to be barbed and had a bitter bite to it. The pool in the brook froze fast and his bed under the spruce tree was cold and icy. Bradley remembered his mama’s admonition and began searching for a nice, warm den to take a break in. But it was no use. He only found two suitable places but they were already taken by strangers. Bradley had poked his nose in but had to duck back out to avoiding a swiping paw of bared claws. And the ensuing growl scooted and shooed him away through belly-high snow.
All that month, the snow continued to fall and the temperatures dropped lower and lower. Bradley was getting more and more tired and anxious. He was always wet and cold; hungry and shivery. He wanted more than anything to be able to find his mama and crawl in next to her.
Then one night, as Bradley wandered farther away from his home woods, he saw a peculiar light go on and off across a little clearing. Deciding to investigate, he climbed a cattle fence and trudged through the deep snow. Getting closer to where he’d seen the light, a big gray barn appeared out of the shadows. Walking around it, his nose up and dipping at the air; he determined the building to be full of creatures. He intuited somehow that it had to be warm and dry inside. Having marked where the light came from, he pawed at the base of the barn door. It swung a little but was hung up on something. Bradley was a smart little bear and he somehow knew to lift the latch that stretched from door to frame. The door swung more easily now and Bradley was able to nose his way into the barn.
As you might imagine, Bradley’s entrance into the barn created quite a ruckus. The horses whinnied, neighed, and stamped about. The oxen bellowed loud grunts of disapproval. The pigs squealed, the cows cried, and the barn cats hissed from the rafters. Bradley thought about running away, but it was so nice and dry and warm in there. All Bradley wanted to do was to curl up in a corner and rest a while. As he pushed further into the barn, the farm animals all got louder and more restless. Just as Bradley found an empty pile of sweet-smelling hay and was about to flop down in it, the light came on in the barn.
“Well, I’ll be,” the farmer said; standing in his pajamas and carrying a shotgun. “You sure are a poor, little bear – ain’t you?”
Bradley didn’t like the bright light and would have liked to trundle off into the woods, but the barn wall was at his back. He meekly lowered his head and swung it pathetically back and forth; slowly turning his shoulders this way and that. He would have liked to be able to talk to the farmer but he couldn’t, of course.
“Couldn’t find a spot to winter in, huh?” The farmer’s presence and calm tone had settled down all the barn animals. He advanced a couple more steps toward the bear and kept talking, “I suppose you want to take your sabbath in my barn?”
Bradley’s sad eyes looked up at the farmer from under his lowered head. He had the repentant look of a dog with a muzzle full of quills.
“Well, I don’t mind you lodging here with us for the winter – just so long as you keep the peace and leave in an orderly fashion come spring.” The farmer walked over to an empty calving stall that had been used for storing grain; passing within a couple feet of the wild bear. The farmer held onto his gun and, with his boots, raked a bunch of clean straw into the little box. He also scooped a pile of oats onto the ground for him. “There you go, little guy,” the farmer said; motioning to the spot with the barrel of his gun. “It’s all yours.”
Bradley looked over at the stall and then up at the farmer and back over again. The warmth of the barn and the kindness of the man was having a powerful sedative effect on the bear. With head lowered all the way to the ground, Bradley ambled over to the stall. Walking in, he sniffed at the oats but carried on to the straw. Circling around once or twice, he plopped down and let his heavy head rest on the straw bed.
“Alright you guys,” the farmer said to all the animals in the barn, “don’t pay that bear no mind. He’ll just be a snoring boarder for the next few months. You all go back to bed.” And with that the farmer turned off the light, closed and latched the barn door, and went back to the farmhouse.
As Bradley curled up; tucking his nose under one paw, he listened to the gentle rustling and quiet breathing of the other animals. He could also hear the wind moving through the pines outside; causing the barn to bend and creak. Bradley was so thankful to be in that warm, dry house. He was so thankful to be able to rest and to sleep. His body getting warmer and warmer and his thinking getting thicker and thicker, he meditated for a moment on what the farmer had said about “sabbath”. Hadn’t his mama said the same? Hadn’t she told him that bears were made to take a break?
What a blessing it will be to find our rest tomorrow morning as we gather into God’s house for a time of worship, fellowship, prayer, and reflection. Praise the Lord for Sabbaths of sanctuary! May the Lord, mighty God, bless and continue to keep us!
Stopping at Crossings
Good morning church family,
I didn’t ride on the school bus until my freshman year in high school. When my family moved to rural Vermont from suburban Washington D.C., my days of walking to and from school were long gone. Some of my first impressions of the school bus centered on the remarkable amount of freedom the passengers enjoyed while on the ride. The buses didn’t have seat belts which afforded my fellow scholars ample opportunity to slide, slouch, crouch, and crawl. The high seat backs covered in thick, army-green vinyl provided excellent cover for all sorts of morally questionable behavior. The loud, diesel engine and the road noise coming in through the lowered windows in the bus’s clerestory, sufficiently muffled the sound of the suggestive, profane, and incriminating dialogue going on between students. Needless to say, except for a couple of unfortunate instances in which circumstances compelled me to venture to the back of the bus, I almost always sat in the first couple rows of seats.
Sitting up front provided an excellent opportunity for me to observe school bus drivers and their craft. The primary driver on my route was a small, wiry, woman with short, red hair, piercing blue eyes, and freckled, leathery skin that wrinkled at her neck and around her eyes. An earnest and serious person, Miss Darlene maintained a keen focus on her task. I don’t ever recall her smiling.
I enjoyed watching the way Miss Darlene shifted through the gears, routinely checked her mirrors, operated the arm that opened the folding door, manipulated the sun visor overhead, and clicked wipers and blinkers on and off. I was a particular student of the different nods and waves she’d give to other bus drivers, to police officers, and anyone who motioned “hello” to her. But there was something that Miss Darlene did on every bus ride that was of particular fascination to me. On each of the half-hour trips we took from Castleton to Fair Haven, the bus would come to a complete stop at every railroad crossing. She would put the motor in park; allowing the rumbling engine to idle to a mumble and then she’d look up into the big, fish-eye mirror hanging over the center aisle and fire off a stern: “Quiet!”. With the chattering suddenly muted, Miss Darlene would then open the quarterlight window on the driver’s side and draw in the large folding door on the passenger side. With tight, keen eyes and ears cocked, our faithful bus driver would look and listen down each side of the tracks, giving a full five-beat count to each survey. Abundantly satisfied that no train was coming, Miss Darlene would then close the door and window, put the bus back in gear, and cross the tracks.
I never asked Miss Darlene why she undertook such a precaution or kept such a careful protocol. Aside from the obligatory pleasantries offered upon one’s entry and exit from the bus, she never chatted with passengers. But when I related the ritual – which to me seemed unnecessary given the red, blinking crossing bells and gate arm that were in place at every crossing – my parents and other adults would assure me that school bus drivers were required by law to stop at railroad crossings to give a look and a listen. Flattering myself; I believed this law to have stemmed from the fact that school buses carried the most precious of cargo. Of course they’d use an abundance of caution when ferrying such august personages as Donnie Gregoire who wore the same Skid Row t-shirt for two weeks straight and Jennie Biscamp who liked to sit on boy’s laps and smack her gum while everyone squirmed.
But as it turned out, school bus drivers being required to stop at all railroad crossings was a federal law enacted after an awful accident that occurred in Utah in 1938. On a snowy, blowy first of December, Slim Silcox was driving a school bus full of students to the local high school. Coming to a railroad crossing, Silcox slowed down and strained to see down the tracks through the dense cloud of swirling flakes. Perceiving nothing, he accelerated through the crossing and an 82-car freight train t-boned the bus at full speed; dragging it a full half-mile before the train could come to a complete stop. Twenty-seven students and Silcox were killed – most of them, instantly. It was a gruesome and horrific accident that made the front pages of newspapers all over the country. Parents, citizens, and town officials all demanded that something be done to ensure that such an accident never happen again.
Looking back now, Miss Darlene’s daily stop on Route 4A in Castleton Corners was a solemn moment of silence kept to remember a past tragedy and to prevent a future one. All over the country this week, tens of thousands of school bus drivers stopped at railroad crossings and kept the quiet vigil. In most instances, the precaution exceeded the requirements of common sense but was honored nonetheless. While it may seem to many to be a waste of time and fuel, to anyone who lived in Sandy, Utah in December of 1938 – such stops represent the height of wisdom.
We Protestants have an aversion to religious ritual. We tend to chafe at anything appearing to impinge on our personal freedoms. We don’t like codes of conduct, rigid disciplines, and programs of accountability. We’d rather not spend our days involved in efforts to prevent sin but would prefer to occupy our hearts and minds in the pursuit of righteousness. And while I certainly share these sentiments and have spent my life striving to live a life that’s in holy agreement with God – I’m also very happy to sit for a bit at all the crossings. For instance, I’ve seen too many of my brothers unwisely dismiss calls to turn away from watching movies with steamy love scenes in them. “I’m no prude,” they’ll say. “I can handle a little artistic titillation.” But what would King David have to say on that matter? I’ve also known lots and lots of Christians who have decided to live out their faith without the benefit of church. “Who says I need to go to Sunday service every week in order to be a Christian?” they’ll argue. “Church is just a spiritualized club with a bunch of drama, expensive dues, and power-hungry pastors trying to control people’s lives. I think I’ll just worship God in my own way; thank you very much.” But what would the homesick exiles hanging up their harps in Babylon have to say to these proud and selfish believers? And who hasn’t listened to the weary grumbling of a fellow brother or sister who’s tired of hearing yet another appeal to maintain a time of personal devotion. “What good is gritting my teeth, buckling down, and doing my duty by reading the Bible every morning and going through some prayer list or something?” Well, what would the Gethsemane nappers prescribe or what would Cain, with blood on his hands and regret on his head, encourage? Wouldn’t a little discipline have gone a long way for them?
I could cite many more examples of Christian rituals like these that tend get a bad rap but which can actually be quite redemptive. Robert Frost once said, “Don’t ever take a fence down until you know why it was put up.” That’s a fine bit of New England wisdom that we modern believers would do well to take to heart in regard to the standards of the Christian faith. Be careful not to too quickly dismiss the disciplines of the past as stuffy, stodgy old orthodoxy until you soberly assess why it was our forebears first put them into practice. And who knows? Your stopping at a crossing may just save your life.
We’re looking forward to getting together tomorrow morning. There’ll be so much for each of us to share with each other and with the Lord. It’ll be so good to throw our heads back and sing out loud, to sit down and apply our minds to a passage of Scripture, and then to stand back up with an earnest desire to go out and live a fuller life for Christ! I can’t wait. May the Lord, mighty God, bless and continue to keep us!
Designer
Good morning church family,
“I know,” the studio executive said; shaking his head. “I wouldn’t have thought the Bible would ever make money in this town again either. But, anyway…”
“It hasn’t made any money yet,” Belle Bevaqua dryly replied. He was walking through his rooftop garden and watering the bonsai plants as he talked on the phone. The bonsai were receiving a good bit more care and attention than the call.
“And that’s why I’m calling you,” came Brandt Derry’s artful reply. “We need you on this project, Belle.”
“An antediluvian epic wouldn’t seem to demand much from a fashion designer. Maybe you should see if anyone from The Flintstones is available.”
“Exactly, Belle,” the executive grew more earnest in his pitch, “we don’t want this to be some camp, romper flick. Everyone’s A-list on this thing. We’re shooting for a grand, sweeping museum piece here. This is going to be an Academy picture all the way and we’re going to need an Oscar-winner dressing Adam and Eve.”
“I have thought about it a little,” the famous fashion icon confessed; tipping up his watering can and looking wistfully out at the other SoHo rooftops. “It does offer a unique challenge.”
“So, you’ll do it.”
“Yes, Brandt,” Belle replied; getting back to his watering, “I’ll do it.”
Hollywood had greenlighted a big-budget, pull out all the stops, epic telling of the Biblical story of creation. The industry buzz surrounding Eden was all positive. A vibe shift was happening in America and Hollywood was looking to cash in. The studio had hired the best screenwriters, cinematographers, effects people, and producers. And the biggest buzz centered on the casting. Every role was set to be played by a headlining star and the leads were a white-hot cover model/actress and an Academy Award-winning heartthrob. Belle Bevaqua knew the studio was ramping up a top-notch production and he’d secretly hoped he’d be pursued for the project. He couldn’t wait to make Eve look fabulous.
Within hours of signing the contract, a courier from Manhattan was ringing Belle’s flat. Buzzed in, the courier promptly had Belle sign for a leather attaché case containing the script, screenplay, cast member roster, prop list, and costume call. Leafing through the commissions for costumes, Belle shook his head. There wouldn’t be much borrowing from other films; nothing was stock or period. Everything would have to be imagined. Looking through the call sheet, the weight of the job began to sit heavily on the legend’s head. But he was more than a little excited to get started.
Of course, the costumes Belle would be most concerned with were the two suits of clothes given to Adam and Eve after they discovered their nakedness. Those outfits would represent the first stitch of clothing anyone had ever worn in the history of mankind and it was up to Belle to dream it all up and sew it together.
The studio executives had issued a company directive that the screenplay stick as closely to the biblical narrative as possible. The studio’s profit motive dictated that nothing be done to alienate the film’s evangelical audience; which would be crucial to the picture’s financial success. As Belle flipped through the script, he found that this commitment to the ancient Hebrew text had God, in the screenplay, killing animals for their skins, personally tailoring the hides, and presenting them to Adam and Eve to wear. Belle sat back and crossed his ankles in his Eames chair and pondered the scene. “So,” he thought to himself, “they have God designing the very first suit of clothes?”
In his sixty-two years on Earth, Belle Bevaqua had never been much for Bible reading. Growing up the son of a steelworker in Pittsburgh, he’d often held a copy of the Good Book; carrying it to and from church, class, and from his nightstand to his bed. But from an early age, Belle knew that there wasn’t much between its leather covers for him. Growing up, Belle became more and more interested in art, theater, design, and other boys. And he had a particular passion for fashion which had him gravitating away from home and toward New York City. When he made the move to the big city after graduating from high school, his Christian upbringing, Judeo-Christian values, given Christian name, and King James Bible weren’t packed in any of his belongings.
Sitting there in his Eames chair decades later, Belle went online and read the short creation account from the book of Genesis. Letting his tablet screen go dark, Belle leaned back and dwelled on what he’d read. He was struck by the simplicity of the tale and glad for the flexibility that the sparse narrative gave. But one aspect of the story really bugged him.
“So,” Belle said out loud in something just above a whisper, “the whole reason for the clothes was to cover the couple’s shame. Not to flatter or to suit the weather or anything – but just to cover up their nakedness.” Belle lifted his head and reached for the glass of wine that sat neatly on the end table beside. “I suppose,” he continued, taking a sip of wine and looking out the window, “the clothing wouldn’t have needed to look very good. With the shame piece in there; it kind of makes the whole notion of fashion seem pretty silly.”
Over the next few weeks, as Belle began to work in earnest on the project, the idea of the correlation between shame and clothing continued to bother him and to affect his creativity. At first, he wanted to make Adam and Eve’s first suit of clothes the most beautiful and elegant attire ever fashioned; for they were made by the very hand of God. But this conflicted with the sense he had that God was punishing Adam and Eve and rubbing their noses in their shame and remorse and so he wanted, instead, to design the rudest, ugliest, itchiest get-up he could imagine. The ugliness of God’s clothes would be Belle’s way of casting judgement on the Bible’s God and glorying in man’s subsequent celebration of humanity through high fashion and fine clothing.
In the end, most of the costumes Belle created for the film were elegant and artistic runway pieces. But for the suit of clothes that God gave to Adam and Eve, Belle turned in some of the most rudimentary, utilitarian, and ugly costumes Hollywood had ever seen. The call from Brandt Derry came in before lunch.
“Belle,” Brandt began, trying to be light and chipper, “great work on everything. I’ve looked it all over and it’s fabulous. Everyone’s really excited about it all.”
“Uh, huh,” Belle cut in. “Here it comes.”
“Right,” Brandt replied, exhaling. “The garden suit is not working out.”
“What’s the matter with it?”
“Well,” Brandt answered; trying to pick his way through, “it’s not very imaginative. I mean, I’m not trying to be harsh; but a burlap sack would have more flair than what you turned in.”
“I know. I know,” Belle replied, calmly and patiently. “I guess you could say I was making a statement. I’m not sure I wanted to make God look very good right there.”
“God? Who cares about God?” Brandt was animated but laughing. “We’re trying to make Lottie Inverness look good. You know the studio wants Lottie, wearing some divine little thing of yours, to be the pinup girl of her generation.”
“I don’t know,” Belle replied, mutely, “I read the story in Genesis. I can’t see God making some fetching little, leather thing for Eve. You know I’m all for sexy, Brandt, but I don’t think it’s believable that God would make anything as nice and beautiful as what you’re imagining.”
“What are you talking about?”
“I’m just saying – any God who’d dream up all those threats and punishments and all…I’m sorry – that’s not a god that’s making anything beautiful.”
“If that’s true,” Brandt replied, “then why does everyone want to see Lottie Inverness with her clothes off?”
“Hmm,” Belle reflected. “That’s pretty deep.”
“I certainly wasn’t trying to be,” Brandt said; still pressing. “What do you say? You willing to rework the garden set?”
“I’ll take another look at it,” Belle answered resignedly. “But it won’t be much fun now that I know I’m only covering over Heaven’s perfect design.”
We’re looking forward to setting this world aside for a bit tomorrow morning to come together and celebrate the world to come. It will be so good to sing and shout and revel in all that is good, holy, and as it will and ought to be. Hallelujah! May the Lord, mighty God, bless and continue to keep us!